Divorce Got You Down? The One Decision That Changed Everything for Me

Taking back control to rebuild your life

Divorce is brutal. It feels like everything has been stripped away — power, strength, courage — even friends who once felt like family. The world you knew has fallen apart, and trying to imagine the future feels impossible. 

Rebuilding after divorce feels daunting, but it doesn’t have to be. 

I know because I’ve been there. When my marriage of over twenty years ended, I suddenly became a single mom of nine, standing in the remains of what I thought was my forever after.

I felt lost, terrified, and painfully alone. I had my kids, but I needed to be there for them — not the other way around. 

But in the dark moments, I found a powerful truth about healing after divorce: we have more power than we realize — even when everything feels like it’s upside down.

We’re just one choice away from taking back our lives. Our happiness. To become a new and better version of ourselves. 

I won’t pretend it’s easy or that the pain disappears overnight. But change is possible. And it all comes down to one decision: the decision to rebuild. 

The Power Of Choice

Have you ever felt paralyzed by indecision, not sure whether to move forward or hold back?

I know decisions feel impossible when our world no longer makes sense. But making decisions is what helps you slow things down and find your footing.

It’s like Michael Jordan once said, “Once I made a decision, I never thought about it again.”

At first, I didn’t understand just how important it was. But when I began making choices, even small ones, my days began to shift.

When we make a decision, we no longer have to go back and forth about whether we should or shouldn’t. It just is. And it’s something we can put out of our mind, which is already overloaded. 

In the beginning, indecisiveness was my worst enemy. I was scared to make a move, afraid I’d make things worse. But I realized acting wishy-washy was doing the exact opposite of helping me. 

It’s like I was playing whack-a-mole with my life. I’d bounce back and forth, unsure, waiting for someone else to tell me what to do or putting off decisions for another day.

Looking back, it’s not surprising — I was at an all-time low and my self-confidence was gone. Somewhere in my marriage, I started doubting myself. I believed I wasn’t capable of making good choices anymore. I even started to believe his words — that it was all my fault.

But that’s a story for a different day.

Turning Point

One day, I made a decision that changed everything. I signed up for a Master’s Swim class. I’d wanted to do it for years but let fear hold me back. I had a thousand excuses. My swimsuit looked bad, the swim cap felt ridiculous, it was too early in the morning, and I wasn’t good enough. The list went on.

But this time, I stopped listening to my excuses. The decision was made, and I was doing it, like it or not.

It wasn’t a big dramatic move, but a small decision that gave me some sense of control in my life. A way to feel a bit stronger, a bit more empowered, and something to look forward to. I finally had a goal and a mission I chose for myself.

I know, it doesn’t seem like much (even though it was huge to me), but it was enough to completely shift my mindset. 

Each decision after that — either to cook a healthy meal, go for a walk in nature, or choose to write rather than stay in bed on a really tough day — started building my new foundation. 

The more decisions I made, the more I began to trust myself again. It wasn’t about making the perfect choice; it was about learning I could make choices and handle whatever came next.

Your First Steps to Rebuilding: Practical Actions for Today

If you’re wondering where to begin post-divorce healing, here are some steps that helped me.

1. Start Small: Pick one thing today — anything. Go for a walk, cook a meal, or call a friend who makes you feel good. The decision doesn’t have to be huge; it just needs to be yours.

2. Trust Yourself: You’ve got this. Your past doesn’t determine your future. Each small step is moving you forward, even if it feels shaky right now.

3. Embrace Imperfection: Let go of perfect. Focus on moving forward. If a choice doesn’t feel right later, you can always change it. 

4. Reflect a Little: At the end of each day, think about what choices you made and what you learned. When we see our progress, we build our confidence. 

The Freedom to Pivot 

The truth is, until I stepped up and started making decisions, nothing changed. Each decision, no matter how small, built my confidence and set me on a path forward. And here’s the thing about decisions: they’re not set in stone. If something doesn’t feel right, we have the freedom to change directions. 

We can always pivot.

So, ask yourself: What is one small thing I can decide today that moves me, even just a little, toward the life I want to build? 

Finding purpose after divorce starts with small steps. No decision is too small; it doesn’t have to be life-altering. Start anywhere — just start. The real change comes from the act of deciding itself. 

When we choose to move forward, even in the smallest ways, that’s when we begin rewriting our story.

When we are no longer able to change a situation — we are challenged to change ourselves. — Viktor E. Frankl

If you found this helpful, feel free to share it with your friends or community. And I’d love to hear from you — what’s one small decision you’ve made recently to take back control of your life? Leave a comment!